ok ok.. now ive had enufwell im glad to say.. that is soo not the case.. i am sick to death of feeling like im being controled.. and then when i talk to shannon bout it.. he makes it look like i am the ' bad ' person.. controling him..
i am not a bad person.. i just thought that the things that i ask of him where common sence.. just a bit of curtiousy.. but for some reason.. shannon sees control.. tell me people, do you think that just wanting to know where your partner is and where they are going is controling?? to me its just common curtiousy.. i tell him without failure where i am.. who im with and even what time i think ill be home... a little respect to do the same back, cant kill ya.. but doesnt seem like controling to me..
the other main thing that i ask of him is that he let me know of how much he earns each week, as it is different each week... its just a bit of help for me so i know what bills need to be payed or what needs to be held off or what can be held off...kinda thing.. its not like imsaying hand over your bank cards... and ill do EVERYTHING ... to me. << thats control... and im no where near like that with him..
i also just ask he help me a little around the house.. and you know what.. over naw.. the past weekend.. i went out with some mates and had the most awesome time ever.. and would you have guessed i came back to the house.. and it was in worse of a shit sty when i came home sunday.. and he had mates over and it was worse then ever...
i think that shannon and i cant work ne more.. im sick to death of him playing the mind games with me.. and making me look like im bad.. and im doing the wrong thing.. im not happy ne more and when i try to be i get brought back down again..
i went out this weekend... and i went to a rave.. i was pilling off my head.. and as bad as it was for me to be taking drugs.. i had the most awesomest time in my entire life... i had fun.. alot of fun, and meet sooo many nice people... and i am soooo glad i went.. (thanks again Megs) and when i came home.. this place was in worse of a mess then i left it in.. and i was pissed.. Reilly wasnt bathed.. so he's been sitting in his own pee for a day.. f*cken.. the only thing shannon much have done right while i was out was make sure Reilly's bum was clean and he was feed.. im glad that was atleast done,but as i found out shannon just watched " YUGIOH" oh.. geee.. what a f*cken surprise... he alllways talks bout "yugioh" alllways.. like we dont have converstations ne more... its "yugioh" talk.. f*cken always... there is no talk bout ne thing else. and when he does.. its the blame game.. i try and point out his problems and then he throws them all back at me and i end up in tears... no more.. i have f*cken had it with him blameing me when all i wanted to do was let him know how i felt.. he never has the right thing to say to me when i try to talk to him bout my emotions, he just ends up saying things wrong and making me feel worse then i already am...
i dont want a partner thats going to play the blame game with me .. i want some one to listern to me, and help me with my emotions... i know im a maze of impossibility.. but god.. like other people know what to say, and can help me.. unlike shannon he just seems to make things worse...
it just seems like. its not ment to be... and if thats how it is.. then that is how it shall be.. time to save.. time to get my arse into gear and not be in this trap... i will not be traped and make to feel like a fool ne more...
and if i change my mind.. people.. send me a slap to wake me up.. remind me to read this.. and this tells me in the first place why... i feel this way..
take care.. and thanks for listerning...
Giggles
Annoyed
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
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Dont bug the Kitsune when hes sleeping or you'll be sorry.
watashi wa kitsune desu
tomodachi no kawauso desu
you wanna be with 3 times!
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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the
next week and say it to your self 6 times!!
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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!
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4. Think of something that you want to happen between
you and that 1special person and say it to your self
12 times!!!
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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these
wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on
it and think on nothing else but that wish.
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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish
that you picked.
After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to
15 people, and what you wished for will come true
within in one week!
u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think
of your
crush!!!
Keep going
down
Keep going
Keep
going
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Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your
last chance. Now pay very close attention this
important message!
Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of
those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This
one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.
First Example:
Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up
till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush
on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this
mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she
would have sent the letter none of that would have
happened and her mom would be alive.
Second Example:
Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.
Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All
the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent
it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush
on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending
the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to
yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.
Third Example:
Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get
ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson
was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.
It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his
buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the
lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His
mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His
grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to,
Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a
brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have
been going out ever since.
Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd
rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like
Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant
have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-
1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life.....
forever!!!!!
10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend...... ONLY!!!!!
15 people- your crush will say they like you
20 people- your crush will ask you out!
25 people- your crush will kiss you!!
30 people - Your crush will make out with you
35 people or more- All of the above!!
Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u
dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's
simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and
send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1
hour
get over it. lifes a betch to us all, so what.
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my stomachs name is grr
fear my talkinf stomach!!!
your amazing kirsty!
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I don't mean to close the door but-
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i never met a more impossible girl.
Thanks for the
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A ring is round and has no end.... and that's how long I'll be your friend.
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I execute standing position 12 from the Kama Sutra. Passion fills the room. Your head is close to the ceiling fan.
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